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jadual oncall bulan 4 dah keluar. yang tak bestnya bila saya kena kerja hari jumaat malam, 22hb. oh tidak!. masa tu memang perlu dikosongkan sebab saya dah merancang nak ke PWTC.. minggu tu je yang boleh, sebab 28hb, saya dah mula oncall TDM. fikir punya fikir. pusing punya pusing jadual, akhirnya dapat tukar dengan anis, exchange dengan 8hb. tapi kalau ikut jadual oncall ni, kesian pulak kat hajar. sebab dia kerja malam, semalam dan dia kena kerja malam lagi, lusa.. ting tong kot rasa? (tapi syaza pernah kena sekali macam tu dulu). jadi, saya tawarkan diri untuk tukar dengan 8hb tu. dia setuju. jadilah sekarang, saya night shift lusa.. selesai satu masalah.. :)

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tadi, PM shift. masuk kerja pukul 2 petang.. balik pukul 10 malam. masa pergi kerja pukul 2 tu, cuaca elok lagi. jadi, pandailah berfikir untuk tak bawa payung. dan 'park' kereta luar kawasan KFC.. kira-kira 3minit (kot?) kalau berjalan kaki dari tempat letak kerta tu ke lobi hospital. sekali, lepas kerja hujan turun dengan sangat lebat. risau dah. pukul 10, hujan lebat.. pukul 10.15, hujan lebat lagi.. pukul 10.30, pun sama. alamk, macam mana mahu balik? 10.45malam, bertekad untuk meredah hujan. berlarilah dia kehujanan. moralnya : jangan rajin lagi bawa payung walaupun dah tahu sekarang ni musim hujan tidak menentu. [cool lah kononnya? 8-). akhirnya, diri sendiri juga yang susah. huahua]

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minggu depan minggu ke-tiga kat TDM. sepatutnya dah boleh buat keputusan bila dapat kes TDM, dan boleh mula klerk kes. tapi.. boleh ke? minggu ni saja pun tukar dengan sammantha kat DIS, sebab ada audit. dan, tiap-tiap hari bila pergi kerja, mesti teringat pada LP dan KPK.. apa status item-item itu? kena update, kalau tidak.. tak boleh nak jawab bila pemohonnya bertanya. nak nak pulak kalau item-item tu sangat kritikal. huhu~ [item KPK sangat lambat untuk diproses. sebab sangat banyak prosedur. paling cepat pun, 2 bulan. kot? kesian kat pesakit, kan? teringat satu kes tu. borang KPK baru je 3 hari dihantar ke BPFK, pesakit dah meninggal. huu~]

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saya sedang survey usrah untuk diikuti. ada idea?

rindu (i)

kala hati kosong,
aku paling rindu sejuknya taushiah..

kala hati sendu,
aku paling rindukan manisnya ukhuwwah fillah..

kala hati sepi,
aku paling rindu basahnya tarbiah..

kala hari-hari begitu sibuk,
aku rindukan masa lalu..

[dan aku mula membaca kembali coretan dan bingkisan-bingkisan masa lalu]

[ya. aku rindu biah itu.. yang sukar ku cari sendiri........]


kalau boleh cuti seminggu straight, kan seronok? boleh la bos, ye? =D

Most Beautiful Heart

One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley.

A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect.

There was not a mark or a flaw in it.

Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen.

The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.

Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine?"

The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly ... but full of scars. It had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in ... but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges.

In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing.

The people starred ... how could he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought?

The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You must be joking," he said. "Compare your heart with mine ... mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears."

"Yes," said the old man, "Yours is perfect looking ... but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love ..... I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them ... and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart ... but because the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared.

Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away ... and the other person hasn't returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges ... giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too ... and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?"

The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man, reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart, and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old man with trembling hands.

The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young man's heart.

It fit .... but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges.

The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful than ever, since love from the old man's heart flowed into his.

They embraced and walked away side by side.

source : http://iluvislam.com/english/lifestyle/luv-a-teen/429-most-beautiful-heart.html

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yuda padang maya

baru lepas baca buku ni, balik hari tu. entah kenapa tiba-tiba terasa nak baca buku tulisan xarine ni.. cerita dia boleh tahan la. ala-ala cerita rayyan fantasi pun ada sikit-sikit. yang menariknya, saya teruja dengan latar tempat dalam buku ni. usm, desasiswa harapan, desasiswa cahaya, tasik, batu maung, sungai nibong, BALIK PULAU (of course! :D), jalan lama ke balik pulau yang bagaikan ular kena patuk dan sangat menyeramkan bila malam, jalan baru pula ikut relau tapi agak curam, memang kena guna gear 2 la, kalau guna gear 4, boleh tergelongsor ke belakang motor tu. tak pun, jalan kaki lagi laju. hoho. tapi yang bestnya jalan ni, boleh nampak pemandangan yang saaaangat cantik dari atas bukit.. oh, tiba-tiba rindu balik pulau, laksa janggus, etc etc.. tapi ada sat tempat saya memang tak tahu kewujudannya. gua hitam??? ni bukan real punya tempat kot. tak pernah dengar orang kampung bercerita pun? (macam la selalu bersembang dengan orang kampung, kan? hehe)

kali ni saya rasa malas nak buat sinopsis novel ni. KIV dulu lah ye. ada satu buku baru lagi : bidadari-bidadari syurga, karya penulis dari seberang, Tere Liye. macam menarik! ;)

psst : mentang-mentang la duduk DIC? *peace*



[ nuha shahmina : lawa jugak kan nama ni, kan? ]
[ nuha insyirah pun]