30.9.08

i grabbed it from somwhere..nice2~


Self-disciplined begins with the mastery of your thoughts. If you don't control what you think, you can't control what you do. Simply, self-discipline enables you to think first and act afterward. - by Napoleon Hill

29.9.08

juz a minute.. ;)

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim..

long time not write my story in diz blog..i've no idea actually..nothing to say..hehe :)

today i wanna write sumthim..
tomorrow, i'll going back..my ticket is on 29th sept..actually i wanna back home on 26th but, at the time i go to buy ticket, they said that the ticket on 25-28th was sold out!! what a surprise..the counter juz open in the morning and before afternoon, 4 days ticket was sold out! trip morning and night..whoa!! 'terpana sebentar'..too many kelantanese people study and work outside kelantan and the problem is when the big event like raya comes..booking ticket earlier not the solution! hwa3..i dont want to say about it anymore..lets talk about sumthim happier..hmm..

tadi, saya dan dina pergi ke belakang taman kami..di tempat itu ada sungai yang nyaman..best air die..sejux..rase cam nak minum jerk..tapi nasib baik iman kuat.. :) xleh2.. kami puasa..time tu dah pukul 6 petang dah..lepas p kedai runcit, dina nak beli dadih..kat situ bermulalah sesi 'snapping'.. ahaks~ nak tengok? hmm..ckit je boleh nak upload..xleh upload banyak2..nanti xbesh..hak3..


air sungai yang sejuk

kakiku kakimu

lepas ber'derap' di sungai tu, balik umah..masak nasi..masak lauk..arini lauk punyela bajet..(senanye malas nak buat..hihi)..masak sambal ikan bilis dan kentang jer..then, makan kek batik yang saya dan dina buat semalam..best gak..jadi2..(puji diri senirik nihs) tapi betul ape..kek batikku best..x caye? tanye muna and shifa'..hehe.. ;)

citer pasal kek batik lagih..esok kami dh nak balik..malas nak bawak balik kek tu sebab dh banyak barang nak kena bawak balik..hmm..tercetus la idea nk bagi kek tu kat junior (die x balik umah cuti raya ni..x tau nape..nak studi kot.. memandangkan die sorang je yang duk kt sini time ni, so kami pon bagila kat die cket..saje2 je..nak habiskan kek tu..then, ade lebih cket, kami beri kat surau tempat kami pergi solat terawih sebagai moreh..hehe..ntah knape rasa nak bagi..~ memang gembira je rase kalau dapat bagi sesuatu kat orang, kan? ~inilah hadiah apabila memberi~..hehe..besh2..

oraits (kak sarah nyer trademark bile saya kate okai..hehe..) setakat ni dulu lah ye kali ni..if i have free time at home, i will continue back..insyaAllah..because at home, my sisters and brothers will conquer my laptop..huhu.. :p

akhir kata dari saya..
.:: selamat menyambut 'I.D.U.L.F.I.T.R.I. yang bakal menjelang ::.
.:: maafkan segala salah dan silapku selama ini ::.
.:: semoga berbahgia di hari yang mulia ::.

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HAPPY 'EID MUBARAK
KULLU 'AAM WA ANTUM BIKHOIR
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25.9.08

how about G R E E N ??

You Are Grass Green


Down to earth and a bit of a hippie, you are very into nature and the outdoors.

You accept the world and people as they are. You don't try to change things.

You are also very comfortable with yourself, flaws and all.

Optimistic about the future, you feel like life is always getting better.

just wanna say sumthim..

Bismillahirahmaanirrahiim..

today i suppose to have debate for subject spoken english..my topic is 'money is more important than health'..i dunno yet whether me and shikin in proposer or opposer team. we will only know it at that time..2 groups have been debated today with the topic of 'working women make better wives' and 'TV program is bad for children'..do you agrre with these statement or not? if yes, why and if no, why? we must prepared the answer for both site because we dont know yet which site we will be in..huh! my group is postponed to after raya..so sad, because so many works must be done after raya and so happy also, because im not yet well-prepared..but if want to wait untill well-prepared i think, that time will not come..why i say like that? its common sense..we want the best in what we do eventhough it is ok already.(is this a good sentence? hmm..*wondering*) so many time we will spend at that work only without stressing to other work that sometimes is more important..in this case, priority is considered..the most important one come first..huhu~


NOT IN MOOD
im not i mood to study..juz because of pre-homesick syndrome (new term, i 'reka' it..dont use it in your essay,ok? :)) my juniors will go back tomorrow..my ticket is on 29th,that is monday..countdown time! ahaks~ ;) i try to call bus ticket's counter juz to know whether got any extra bus travelling up to Kelantan this friday night.but the answer is dissapointed..the earliest will be on thursday night and after that on 30th..how we will buy thursday ticket but on friday we have class with prof yuen from usm? hmm..xpatut..


WHAT WE ARE GOING TO DO?
last class before raya is on friday and after that no class anymore..so, we have 2 days to spend here before going back..what we are going to do? huhu~ not planning yet..Plan A is go for window shopping but now we do not have transport..so, paln A is cancelled..other plans, dont know yet..any idea?

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Things to do before going back:
1) Buy 3 more packets of 'dadih'..~request by my mum~ yummy2!
2) finish my lab report (tomorrow we will have practical)
3) clean this ostel.. ahaa!! ;)
4) oh no!! dina want me to teach her how to make 'kek batik'..
hmm..tomorrow i will buy the ingredients for it..wait ya, cik dina!

23.9.08

R.I.N.D.U. atau kasih?

rindu..
di rindui..
merindui..
sakit rindu..
rindu rumah..
rindu teman..
rindu sahabat..
rindu kucing..
rindu adik..
rindu kakak..
rindu mak ayah..
rindu semuanya..

apakah itu rindu?
lama xjumpa?

secebis kasih sayang membuatkan kita akan merindui seseorang..kerana kasih sayang juga kita terasa dihargai..terasa hidup ini bermakna..terasa masih ada yang ambil peduli akan kita..tetapi kerana kasih sayang juga boleh membinasakan kita..percaya x? berlebihan kasih sayang menjadikan kita xberdikari..kerana kasih sayang, seseorang sanggup menggadaikan maruah diri, maruah agama..walhal kasih sayang sebegini bukannya kasih suci kerana telah dinodai..


hmm..ntahlah..kadang2 saya rasa keliru..keliru dengan suasana..


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p/s: saya pun rindu jugak..rindu nak makan masakan ummi..rindu keluarga..rindu rumah..rindu seseorang (hihi :))

22.9.08

uhuhu.. jom2!!



studi, studi..
yok studi yok..
kalau xpun siapkan lab report..
yok2!! chayyok!!
be strong! yea!!


21.9.08

teori vs praktikal..

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim..

sungguh mudah mengatur bicara tetapi begitu susah untuk mempraktikkannya..betulkah? bagi saya ia benar..memang mudah untuk kita berkata-kata kerana kata-kata hanya memerlukan lidah untuk menterjemahkan tetapi praktikalnya? tidak semestinya bertepatan dengan teori..begitulah saya..kadang-kadang menenangkan kawan-kawan yang resah dengan memberi kata-kata dorongan tetapi saya sebenarnya tidak kurang lemahnya..tetapi berbekalkan semangat ingin saling membantu menaikkan semangat, digagahi juga diri ini menasihati teman yang tengah bersedih..dan berbekalkan doa semoga usaha saya itu menjadikan semangat untuk saya kembali pulih (ini kerana saya berpendapat kalau kita tolong orang, walaupun orang tak boleh nak tolong kita, Allah akan tolong kita sebab kita dah tolong orang, kan?) tapi kalau tak dapat jugak, itu maksudnya mungkin Allah nak uji kita dan Dia mahu saya lebih berusaha untuk mencari semangat yang hilang itu..ermm, macam pelik je ayat ni..


CLASS ON WEEKEND
this morning, we (3rd year student) have class with dr. izham (1hour) and prof yuen (2hours) at usm, at bilik tutorial 2 discipline of social and administrative next to National Poison Center..dr izham teach us strategic planning..usm have been announced to be an apex university. All 6 criterias that have been put as benchmark to be an apex university is passed excellently by usm..whoa, so good!! congratz usm!! im also proud to be under usm eventhough not absolutely usm..heheh.. :) to read about this article, click here it is hard to get this status actually.. prof yuen teach us about one compartment iv bolus and iv infusion..how to calculate the dosage of drug needed to be infused and the dosage for loading dose (this loading dose is needed in case of immediate response we want to have together with iv infusion)..betul k x ni?? hmm..nanti nk revise balik.. hehe ;)


TERJEDA SEBENTAR
habis kelas kat usm, saya terus balik ostel..then, rajin nak p 'meronda' sebab nak mencari sesuatu kat pekan kongsi..tapi lain yang dicari lain pulak yang dapat..hehe :) sebenarnya saya mencari beg untuk menggantikan beg yang telah rosak ini, tapi xjumpe.. jalan punye jalan terlajak ke kedai buku plak.. saya plak jenis yang xleh tengok buku..mesti ade je buku yang nak dibeli (kalau kewangan menyokong la..hehe :)) tadi 2 buah buku yang telah ku beli:

1- kembara atiq wazif, satu anugerah
2- aku terima nikahnya
3- a thousand splendid suns (yang ni pinjam drpd akma kt usm)

balik dari kedai buku, lalu la depan masjid..nampak ramai je orang kat situ..then, tiba2 mata saya terpaku sebentar kepada satu benda..keranda..ya, keranda.. so, tahulah saya kenapa begitu ramai orang di masjid itu..melintasi masjid itu membuatkan hati saya sayu mengingatkan detik kematian yang boleh datang pada bila bila masa sahaja tanpa diberi amaran terlebih dahulu..di waktu itu barulah menyedari hakikat dunia ini yang sebenarnya hanyalah tempat persinggahan..tetapi kerana dunia ini terasa begitu indah, mudahlah untuk terlalai..hmm, terfikir jap..bestnya kalau mati di bulan Ramadhan..bulan mulia, kan?


p/s: bile baca balik, rasa cam berbelit-belit je ayat BI tu..huhu FootInMouth

20.9.08

19.9.08

untitle ~

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim..

today's lab finish almost at 6pm. that's juz bcoz of wrong technique..huhu..so, the lab that 'dijadualkan' finish at 5 must be extended up to 6..tired..


~ku mencari sesuatu untuk diberi sebagai jawapan~

17.9.08

cheer up, girl!!


semalam sy ajak kawan2 sy p pantai arini..p pagi la sbb best cket..xde orang sgt..dia suruh kejutkan pagi ni..tp die ckp xjadi plak..huhu :( nak p pantai!! ..nape pantai? sebab best tgk laut..tp nk buat mcm mane, xde transport..ade moto je..pantai paling dekat kt sini pon dekat sungai burung..xingat da ape name die..huhu~ takkan nk p ngan motor kot, bahaya jugak tu sbb on da way ke situ agak sunyi..hmmm, so nak buat ape ye kt umah ni? kt mane boleh p ngan motor? pk2.. - dlm usaha menceriakan diri yg tgh sdey ni - ;)


p/s : i suddenly, fall in love with this lyric by minik dualar grubu..(turkish child) so nice.. :)

Thank you very much o Allah

I took arrows in my heart

You gave me the eyes to see

You gave me the nose to smell

You gave me the hands to hold

warna ape ye?


Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim

hari ni saya nak cerita pasal W.A.R.N.A.

hidup kita penuh dengan warna..ada putih, merah , hijau, biru,......

dulu masa kecik2, bile orang tanya sy suke warna apa pasti sy akan cakap warna pINk!! knape? sebab warna pink comey..lembut je nengok..hehe :)

then, bila umoq dh meningkat (muda lagi..hehe) suke plak warna yang lembut2..cam biru muda lembut, hijau lembut, pink lembut,...(konklusinya sume kaler yang lembut2 la..) - ni mase menengah rendah up to form4 kot.. ;)

lepas tu, tukar lagi..masuk form 5 suke warna ijau muda>ijau pucuk pisang>biru muda..warna selain tu dah di delete..hehe :p

masuk matrik, tambah plak satu warna lagi, purple (dulu mmg xsuke purple, tp xtau nape dh mula suke warne ni..ada org ckp sape suke purple sukekan kebebasan..hmm..betoi ka?

finally, bile masuk alam pengajian tinggi, dah mula sukekan sume kaler..masukkan sume kaler dalam feveret list (latest, brown..yang xsuke warna oren jadi suke warne oren-dulu mmg anti cket ngan warna oren..hihi) so, skrg ni sy suke warna warni!! (psst!! kalo nak bagi hadiah senang cket ni)

ape yg sy nk ckp kt sini.. kite boleh berubah seiring usia dan persekitaran..dulu, xsuke sgt aktif dan involve dlm xtvt2 sekolah, skrg da suke..sbb tu skrg dh start minat warne oren..dulu, sumer bergantung kt parents je, skrg duk jauh kenala pandai2 jaga diri..sebab tu minat purple..skrg dh suke warne putih, kasut sy byk koleksi putih..

ok..dh nak berbuka dah..sy sambung len kali plak ye.. :)

16.9.08

my secret??

 
Your Birthdate: November 1


You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet.

You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily.

Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail.

You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details.

Your strength: Your supreme genius

Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity

Your power color: Gold

Your power symbol: Star

Your power month: January


once more mende ni lagih~

15.9.08

140908

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim..

ini cerita terawih tadi..hehe..

tak tau knape saya suke pergi solat terawih kt surau di taman manggis berbanding masjid di permatang pasir..di sana saya rasa tenang sekali..lagipun ramai juniorku yang pergi solat kat situ..so, sambil2 tu bolehla menguatkan lagi silaturrahim antara kami..diorang ni pergi berjalan kaki (respek la ko demo nihs)..saya plak pergi naik motosikal..xbaikkan senior macam saya..biarkan anak2 buah berjalan tapi saya plak berkenderaan..walaupon hanya sebuah motorsikal..nak citer pasal junior2 saya nih..sumenye baik2 blaka..mereka seramai 10orang tinggal di dalam satu rumah, asrama T nama ostel diorang..nama2 diorang plak (mane tau kot2 ade yang berkenan nak letak nama anak menakan ke) : shidah, na, fatimah, nadzirah, ori, fiza, alya bajaana (my mentee :)), dila..huhu..2orang lagi name ape ek? lupe da..sori2..nanti saya check balik..diorang ni kalo p terawih,akan berjalan kaki ramai ramai (ala-ala rombongan meminang la..meminang masjid..hikhik) tapi xpe..korang sumer dapat banyak pahala tau..setiap langkah kaki dikira pahalanya..nak nak plak, bulan posa, bulan Ramadhan..lagi la banyak pahala yang korang dapat (saya xsanggup jalan kaki, takut xselesa nk solat satgi..uish)

then, bile sampai kt surau..punyerla ramai orang..seb baek boleh muat lagih..so, kami pon semayang dengan gembiranya..tak tau nape..tapi besh sangat..kami buat 8 je terawih sebab xlarat lagipon kat surau ni memang buat 8rakaat pon..hehe.. :) ..dekat2 nak balik, jumpe lak ngan budak2 cumil kt surau tu..salah sorangnye mukhriz daniel..jatuh hati plak saya dengan nama tu..ske banget..nak nak plak orangnye pon cute..masih tadika (4tahun)..eii, geram betoi kat die..teringat plak kt aman di umah..hehe =p ..lepas ni bertambah la satu lagi sebab ske p terawih kat situ..hak3 (aish~ xleh jadik ni..xikhlas plak).. betolkan niat, betolkan niat..iyya!! salah satu sebab saya p terawih kt surau atau masjid (pernah p sekali ja, tapi xbesh sgt sebab -sekali lagih, tatau nape-hehe) sebab kat situ tenang (ohoho, ku dambakan ketenangan)..then lepas terawih,ajk2 surau tu jemput kami makan moreh (wahaha~ beshnya dapat makan gratis! - rezeki daripada Allah, ingat tu!!) ..then, boleh bersurai utk menyiapkan keje2 yang sedang memanggil-manggil untuk disiapkan..sekali lagih, adeih~ manyak keje..xlarat..tapi kena lawan! hehe.. nak jadik macam kak sarah takpun kak amirah (wah, tingginya cita2..semoga tercapai..ameen!!)

time balik, ade yang jalan kaki (macam tadi jugak-konvoi- ahaks~) dan yang xlarat tu, naik motor sekali ngan saya ler..whoaa! besh3 p terawih..hehe ;)

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p/s : rini ari lahir muna..
smoga dipanjangkan umoq dalam ketaatan dan dimurahkan rezeki yang halal..
-<--@ ----> nah, muna..hadiah ari lahir.. =)

dan esok ada kuiz dosage form design 1!!
studi2! cheh3 :)

(_)3 ---> hot chocolate for awakeness..dah2 la minum kopi..x elok utk kesihatan.. hehe ^_~

13.9.08

aLwiz S.M.I.L.E. can hide ur actual age?

How to stress less and smile more
by: Lisa Branigan


dont be too stressed, ok!

Stress has become an epidemic in our modern society with more than two-thirds of visits to doctors’ surgeries being for stress-related illnesses. While a certain amount of stress is needed to motivate individuals into action, prolonged stress can have a huge impact on overall health. Stress has been linked to headaches, backaches, insomnia, anger, cramps, elevated blood pressure, chronic fatigue syndrome, fibromyalgia and lowered resistance to infection. For women, stress is a key factor in hormonal imbalances resulting in menstrual irregularities, PMS, fibroids, endometriosis and fertility problems. Stress can also be a factor in the development of almost all disease states including cancer and heart disease; the leading cause of death in Australian women.

More often than not stress is a result of letting our life get out of balance. This happens by putting all our energy into only one or two areas of our life (usually work) and ignoring the rest. We overload our plate of life that high, things begin to drop off and these are usually the things that are important to us like time for our own interests and time we spend with our family. We take on too much, over promise, don’t delegate and push our own wants and needs into the background.

So what can you do? How can you restore your balance so as to stress less and smile more?

Step One: Practice extreme self-care
Most people suffering stress have become quite good at practising extreme self-neglect! They don’t eat well, rarely exercise or take timeout and probably can’t remember the last time they had a holiday. The first thing that needs to be done is to become ‘extreme’ about your self-care. I’m not talking about jumping of cliffs or skydiving (unless this is what you consider timeout) but I am talking about the principle of extreme, that of taking your self-care to new heights, above and beyond ‘your’ normal limit. When we truly care for our own needs first, we build a reserve of energy and resources that enables us to sustain extreme self-care in our own life with enough left over to care for others.

A great place to start is by creating ten delightful daily habits. These habits include all the things that bring us enjoyment and delight. What are some daily habits that we could perform? Here are some suggestions.

• Stretch for 2 minutes.
• Laugh for 5 minutes
• Floss your teeth
• Read to your children
• Hug a loved one
• Go for a 10 minute walk in the park
• Listen to your favourite song
• Write in a journal
• Eat 3 fruit and 5 veg
• Read a chapter of your favourite book
• Drink 2 litres of water
• Going to bed early

The key to benefiting from your daily habits and practising extreme self-care is to do just that, make them “daily” habits. Start with one of your habits and commit to practicing it for seven days then add another habit and practice them both for another seven days. Continue this way until you are practicing all ten items on your list daily.

Step Two: Eliminate your tolerations.
Tolerations are things you are putting up with that drain you physically, mentally, emotionally or spiritually. They include things like crossed boundaries, unfinished business or projects, others bad behaviour, frustrations, unwanted commitments as well as things like clutter, mess, broken items, being over weight, weeds in the garden, debt and so on. Start by making a list of 5 things that are driving you nuts about your job, life, health, home etc and then devise a plan to get rid of the first thing on your list this week. Notice how this makes you feel, how it lifts a weight off your shoulders. Now think about how much better you will feel when you get rid of the other 4 things on your list!! When you’ve completed your list, start a new one and keep working until you have zero tolerations in your life.

Step Three: Get your needs met!
We all have personal needs that when met make us feel satisfied and complete. Unmet needs cause us to become upset, angry, stressed and depressed. The key to satisfying our personal needs is to identify them. Identify needs that feel true, not ones that look good or are superficial. You need to be careful that what you consider to be a need (e.g. to be loved) is not covering a true need (self-esteem). Ideas of personal needs are:

• Calmness
• Freedom
• Be listened to
• Independence
• Feel valued
• Stability
• Respect
• A life purpose
• Satisfying work
• Honesty
• Loyalty
• Be busy
• Security
• Be loved
• Balance
• Responsibility
• A career
• Children

You may need to tell others what your needs are and learn to ask for support.

Step Four: Smile often and laugh more!
Scientists have found that laughter stimulates the release of beneficial brain neurotransmitters and hormones, which can reduce stress, improve our immune system and give us a general sense of wellbeing. Some doctors are using laughter therapy to replace anti-depressants and to reduce the use of painkillers. According to researchers faking laughter will also produce the same health and wellbeing results as real laughter.

Do you need to improve your ability to laugh more?
Well here are some tips from Family Scientist, Herbert G. Lingren to help all of you, who are humour impaired, to add laughter and humour to your everyday life.

1. Hang around funny friends, or better yet, marry a funny partner.
2. Start looking for the absurd, silly, incongruous activities that go on around you each day.
3. Take a 5-10 minute humour break each day. Read jokes, add to a humour notebook, and listen to a funny tape.
4. Rent a comedy video, go to a funny movie, and watch humorous programs on television.
5. If you hear a joke you really like, write it down, or tell it to someone else to help you remember it.

Step Five: Set Goals
Without goals we have no direction in life. We are lost! When we are lost we get stressed and overwhelmed. Goals are a tool we can use to have what we want and need in our personal and professional life.

When you set a goal, it tells your subconscious mind what is important to you and to be on the lookout for things, people, opportunities or situations that will enable you to move towards your goal. Goals help us navigate our life with greater ease and reaching goals can make our life more fulfilling and happier.
One way to find out what your real goals are is to write a list of 100 things you’d like to accomplish before you die and then start working on your list today!

Step Six: Create a supportive environment
Our surroundings can be supportive and give us energy or drag us down and leave us stressed and tired. Surrounding ourself with inspiring, fun, positive things and people can energize us and add joy to our life. We need good support structures to effortlessly flow through life and remain balanced.

We can break our life support structures into five basic categories:

1. People-family, friends, life coach, accountant, doctor, housekeeper etc.
2. Places-your office, desk, car, home
3. Things-your phone, computer, home decor
4. Processes-filing system, record keeping, time management program,
5. Inner Environment- your outlook on life, self-esteem level, thought processes

Examine the above five categories and look at who or what you use to support you in each area. Are you truly being supported? What do you need to change to feel more supported in all areas of your life? Start making the easiest changes first.

Just as it can take to time end up stressed, overwhelmed and out of balance, it also takes time to make positive changes in your life. Sometimes trying to implement change (even for the better) can itself cause stress and prevent a person remaining motivated.

Work on one step at a time until you master that step in your life and then move on to the next area you need to change. If you can’t do it on your own get support from a counsellor, doctor, naturopath, friend, peer or life coach who specializes in stress issues.

Above all remember the benefits you will feel when you’ve mastered the steps to stress less and smile more!

p/s: as for me, i prefer reading my love letter from Allah first.. smile, smile!! :)
and one more..banyak sgt petua kt dlm ni..cam xsempat nak buat jerk..hoho

lethargic..

lethargic
sleepy
'M' symptoms
back bone pain
nope idea
internet addicted
(usually to da blogs)
contra to insomnia
what else?
negatively behaviour
come on nuha!!
you must be strong
avoid thinkin' about that
go go!!
go on straight away!
haiz~ Gasp

pagi jumaatku..


alhamdulillah..lega rasanya kuiz pharm marketing dh habis tadi..semalam punyerla nervous teringat arini ada double test (pharm marketing & panel discussion BI) but panel discussion for BI is postponed to the next friday, due to not enough time- that time is 12.30 already and 2 groups not present yet and each group take almost half and hor to complete it-..but it suppose to be on next wed, but mr.wan zabidi said that next wed is public holiday..im wondering..in conjuction with what? aha..maybe because of 16th September, from many sources said that Malysia gonna have a new government..oh, really? we'll wait and see..^_~ ..oh, no..im forget..that is public holiday for nuzul Quran.. =)

hurmm..what im gonna write in this blog today ah? thinking2..what happen today in my life?

yup, i got it!! this morning, for the first time i take a cup of nescafe which containing almost TWO PACKS OF 3 in 1 NESCAFE!! what a desperate action..huhu..i cannot think what else to do to prevent me from feeling sleepy every morning except this..bad rite? huhu.. and now i feel the side effect of my decision..HEADACHE..ya! headache and it not juz normal headache but i feel so so painful..and sleep cannot cure this.! (~_~)

regarding to the effect of nescafe, ya..it works to me..i dont feel so sleepy this morning and i can revise my pharm marketing well..ahaks~ and alhamdulillah, i can answer the Q eventhough some Q im not sure what is the answer..and thanks to Allah, coz dr.izham's part is exception because we did not learn the topic yet..ngeh3 (gembira betul xpayah jawab soklan essay).. wink,wink!

English class:
whaa! im so excited to see them present and speak very well..perfect, i think! and i reflect myself..huhu..im not like that..but i wanna be like them..ya! i wanna be like them! i wanna be like them!..answer the questions spontaneously, speak very well, good English, their point and elaboration is easily to be understand, and the list goes on (this is because i also think of the other person who is doing well in English..huhu) when i can be like them?? when? i hope the time is juz around the corner..ya! i need and must to be good in English! yeaa!! uhuks~

12.9.08

what a busy life??

hari ni kelas saya habis awal..kul 11pagi tapi sambung balik 1ptg nanti, praktikal pharmaceutical analysis..huhu..(arini xtau nape ngantuk sangat dalam kelas..xboleh nk focus, absorb and digest the subject well..huhu..ade sape2 yg ade petua nk hlangkan ngantuk dalam kelas, tak? minum nescafe, dh..gula2 pon dah..picit2 tgn pon dh..tp xhilang2 jugak ngantukz tu..ape lagi yg boleh dibuat, ya?)

i thought i dont have enough time to do all the things in my list.(but i hope i have enough time to do so)..today, ada majlis berbuka puasa kat kolej aku.kena pergi awal..but im not decided yet, whether wanna go o not..huhu..terasa jugak nk pergi tapi..arghh..banyak lagi keje yang xsiap..adeih~

Works to be finished (eh, betul ke ayat ni??) :
1- Script for english presentation (esok nk kena bentang)
2- Get read for marketing quiz (tomorrow oso the quiz, but i think this quiz is so early compared to others..huhu..bcoz we juz finished it last sunday..uhuks~)
3- get ready for the next quizzes (pharmaceutical analysis, dosage form design 1)
4- finishing my postponed lab reports..huhu..
5- assignment marketing!! (but this is not too rush bcz must be submitted after raya)

p/s: Ya Allah, kuatkan semangatku..kuatkan azamku..

11.9.08

really??

You Are An ENFJ
The Giver

You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and you usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.

In love, you are very protective and supporting.
However, you do need to "feel special" - and it's quite easy for you to get jealous.

At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential.
You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressive

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud


                                  ahaks~ boleh caye ka ni??

10.9.08

s.e.l.a.s.a

Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim..

hari ini hari selasa
aku berazam untuk menjadikan hari ini lebih baik dari semalam
semoga azamku ini diiringiNya..
ku berharap..
kerana ku tahu
aku xmungkin berjaya
tanpaNya di sisi
ketenangan yang diharapi
untuk membuat hidupku
penuh bersemangat
Ya Allah..
tunjukkan aku jalan yang Kau redhai
aku tak mahu dibawa arus
dunia yang tak pernah kenyang
mencari mangsanya..
Ya Rabbi..

~ku mengharapkan Ramadhan kali ini penuh makna~

8.9.08

NgantukzZz..

Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahim...

mendung sungguh cuaca hari ini
kadang kadang hujan,
kadang kadang sunyi dari rintikannya..
tidak sama dengan kondisi hatiku ini
betapa berserabutnya hati ini
bila mengingatkan kerja yang xsiap2 lagi
dan masa pun semakin mencemburui
1,2,3,4,5 kerja yang belum dibereskan
tiada BURNING DESIRE, kata ust.hasrizal
di mana perlu ku cari burning desire itu
sedangkan di sini tiada siapa2
yang boleh menaikkan semangat aku
huh..
begitu cepat masa berlalu
dan kerjaku masih belum beres..
uwwaa!!
nak balik la rasanya..